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Home alone.
My partner and her kids have gone camping for a few days. We're both taking some time to think things over, or more honestly, I am. I've spent many hours, and many miles, reflecting on our relationship. This morning was no exception.
I've also been unwell for over a week, with vertigo-like symptoms. Being a cyclist this is an issue. Alone this morning, the trails were calling.
I probably shouldn't have, but I went for a ride.
It was 19°c when I left, and 28°c when I returned.
There were a couple of occasions when I wished I'd stayed at home. It felt like my heart skipped a beat several times, making me nauseous, but I was only unsteady when I stopped, otherwise my balance was fine.
Have I said too much? Am I to be chastised for taking a risk? It was my choice, my own free will. Something that I feel has been eroded recently.
These are dark days.
Weather-wise it was a truly beautiful day.
I rode beyond the A10 to Westmill and back in a large loop. Many new paths. Apart from a group of MX riding green laners, who thought it funny to fire rooster tails at me as they passed, on a particularly gravelly byway, I encountered only 2 offroaders. Many walkers, little else.
I covered a fraction under 40 miles. It was cathartic.