Taking approx 2yrs to find all the rare dream parts you always wanted but could never afford bitd. Building the wheels is so satisfying. Overcoming unforseen compatibility issues or hunting tiny missing parts frantically. Building it late at night, hiding it so the wife wont see it and go .....NOT another bike....how many is that now ? ...you never ride them...when are you gonna sell some yada yada.
Looking at it for a few days and getting that fuzzy wuzzy feeling inside the tummy....the excitrment building...then a feeling of depression, dismay and worry and doubt sets in that the bike might be all hype. You have drunk too much brand cool aid.
Not many were ever sold and then you tentatively go for a ride in hyper critical mode and its so much better than you ever imagined and it just totally blows you away....priceless.
Its really true...the bike IS incredible to ride ! You keep thinking about it and looking for posts and threads about it. Do other owners feel the same way ? Am I demented ? but no.... riding and owning such a thing really does make me happy.