Out of the 50 or so Road, BMX and Mtb I’ve built,I may have ridden half. I don’t regret that at all. I would regret damaging something I felt was perfect.
Sometimes it’s more about getting out and doing a ride rather than what you are doing the ride on.
If you have more bikes, then ride them. Don’t spend valuable ride time on worrying about the bike. If this was your only bike, then it might be a different story.
You have built something you consider perfect so why wouldn’t it ride perfect.
You are allowed to have one show pony. It’s not against the law