Gibble here,chemo patient and hater of rituximab,sends my thoughts to you....mines incurable too,although for me they said 3 to 5 years ish,i keep busy with biking and woodwork and some photography,I have my dark moments but for the most I'm ok,the hardest thing for me was seeing how my lived ones reacted and suffered with the news.anyhoos I wish you the best and stay strong.