l1ghthouse
Retro Newbie
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Depression can truly be overwhelming, and it's okay to take a step back when you need to. Please remember you're not alone in this.
Yesterday I went to see my GP, actually she hasn't been dealing with this bout, we talked and as always she made me laugh at myself, but unfortunately I can't see her every day.
Most people you deal with try to be tactful and serious, sometimes it's good to try to look at the numerous side of your difficulties.
Struggling again though with the weight of bleak and destructive thoughts.
For THM, I still make cakes to try to occupy myself and take them into work. My manager says she only tolerates me because I brink cake, she's a good egg