thanks for the support fella,mine is lymphoma and is managable but not curable,i had a real long chat with my oncologist at the beginning and had the facts hammered home to me as i was a tad complacent about it to begin with.after a nice bout of sepsis it sank in so until im in remission(not sure when thats gunna be) ive got to hide up..thankfully im in the countryside so i do have the luxary of not bumping into many people..i have photography and archery to keep me busy for now so its bearable..