i was bullied, physically and verbally. proper conniving little c*nts, i would have loved to have beaten them senseless, but i just wasnt made of those kinds of minerals back then, i just didnt react to it - and didnt think me returning the gestures would have any dampening effect. it didn't really stop, but it never really stopped me from learning. I did walk out of school one day (3 1/2 mile trip home on foot at the age of 10). that was my worst day.
if i had the mind i have now, back then, i would have done something maybe a bit too irrational - and possibly wouldnt be in the position i am now, so am thankful for the way i dealt with it.
but of course, bullying creates complicated emotions, and at that age, you just dont know how to handle them, so in those few instances, something tragic happens like this.
either that, or the opposite happens, and the victim ends up hurting multiple other innocents (past events in the US spring to my mind that can show you this).
either way, bullying is one of those stomach churning subjects that (particularly as a parent who suffered at the recieving end of it in their past) you hope to hell doesnt happen to one of yours. i literally wouldnt know how to handle it - not in any rational sense at least. it makes my blood boil. the thought of someone putting a single hair on either of my sons head's out of place takes me to a dark place indeed!